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Currently Listening Century Child By Nightwish see related

New schedule for 2nd Term!!!

Mon: LBYENVP 1030-1230 

         INTGLOS  1430-1530 

         INTSOC1  1540-1640 

Tue:  HISTCIV    0800-0930

         INTOECO  0940-1110

         STATLIT    1300-1430

         SCIENVP  1440-1540

Wed: INTGLOS  1430-1530

         INTSOC1  1540-1640

Thu:   HISTCIV    0800-0930

Currently Listening Apoy - Philippine Tagalog Music CD see related

Tatalon kana ba mula sa sinasakyan na nagdala syo sa taas para lang magpakalunod sa bisyo o sa luho

Bibitawan mo na ba paniniwalang nagdulat sayo para lang magpakabaliw sa paghanap ng aliw

Kapit ng mahigpit kapatid, kumapit ng mahigpit kapatid .....wag kang bumitaw...

Bat kaba lumalayo sa mismong kadugo kailanman di ka iniwang nagluluksa
Nakalimutan mo na ba halaga nila bat ka ba sumusuko sa mga pagsubok na di mo naman ikamamatay di ba
Dapat lalo kang tumitibay

Sunog lang ng sunog...

Kapit ng mahigpit kapatid...kumapit ng mahigpit kapatid...wag kang bumitaw...

Tulong pahingi ng gamot para wag ng malito kahit wal munang sagot

Tulong pahingi ng gamot kahit panandaliang lunas para lang kumalma

Bat kaba nagpapasunog sa sarili mong apoy...

Kapit ng mahigpit kapatid...kumapit wag kang bimitaw

     I was listening to Greyhoundz since this morning and encountered their song "Apoy". It was kinda funny coz it knocked some senses out of me. Realized that what I do kills my pride and basically kills what I am inside. Its just that these things can't coexist with what I really want. The funny thing is that what I've been trying to do is now trying to destroy me for a lot of reasons. Many questions remained unanswered... Bakit nga ba diba? That I dunno and the hell I will not think about it anymore...Im not saying that im letting go of all of these...Im just going to fix it and fix myself also...I leave it up to destiny for the somethings and whatevers that will soon happen...Reality is sooo different from dreams...labo ano? Initial D na lang!!!

       For all the people that got sucked in this black hole I created, guys im soooo sorry for the f*ckin troubles that Iv'e caused you guys...you guys rocked though...hahaha....peace out \m/

Currently Listening Deep River By Hikaru Utada see related

With a calm gaze I will gradually sort out
The lights and shadows of this world
Since that time I’ve wanted to be like you
Lightly pouting my lips, I will strife for the breakthrough                                                   

In my dreams I have seen
A plain as wide as my eyes can see
Where lies will not blossom
I’m waiting for you there

A story that will end emotionally
Began that day when you said “I love you”
I can’t wait patiently for the start of the second half

Instead of endlessly doubting
I want to hear that false "I Love You" until the end, always always

Words cannot be trusted completely
But when carried by voice, at least a little should certainly be conveyed
Let’s ascertain together
The truth that will soon to be revealed
Even waking up to it brings no sadness
Such a world is waiting for the two of us

I look back on the fleeing shadows along the road
The “I love you” I could not say that day
I can’t catch up to it even with my last spurt

What should I do when I doubt even just a little?
Already a liar, but I love you
I want to be by your side, always always

A story that will end emotionally
Began that day when you said “I love you”
I can’t wait patiently for the start of the second half

I look back on the fleeing shadows along the road
The “I love you” you said that day
I can’t help chasing after it, always always

Currently Listening Lost Generation By Yellow Generation see related

          Its really been a long time since I last posted something in this blog; and since that time, things I want to say are just piling up in my mind everyday. Seriously, this is what I get from talking to myself while going to DLSU alone. Well, things are basically like going my way, but still...

          Im starting to enjoy school for the past few weeks; no offence for non CLA students. Correcting myself, im not enjoying due to studies, but im enjoying my school life. But then again, school made me realize something i've been searching for a long time now. I realized that from what I've been doing that I feel will have a positive outcome, I sacrifice somethings that are really important. By thinking in a sense, I've been trying to achieve something that is really hard to achieve due to some factors that basically affects everything, and by trying hard to achieve that certain goal, I sacrifice the things I do best. So here we go again, realizing something while going home. Stupidly looking at the sky having an emo mode while listening to Japanese music, it came to my mind that I should be really satisfied of what I have now. Though it's not really that I don't want it that way, but I want it to be something better. Perhaps many of you don't really understand the whole point of this, but there are few who do. Maybe im just being selfish again, but definitely I need to think about the people who maybe greatly affected by my selfishness; and it should not come to a point that the one who's going to get hurt will be the one that I don't want to get hurt. So in other words, I need to lighten up on things. I have enough to get me moving and if things should get better than they are now, I leave it up to destiny, if there is really one which I keep talking about with friends. 

          Another thing; ever tried the MRT or the LRT? I kept thinking of the fact that Filipinos really do what they do in train stations. They keep on pushing themselves to the limit. I don't know if that could be called uncivilized but the way they push each other and really push themselves in a so crowded train makes me wonder. I laugh thinking that they are trying to defy the law of matter. No two objects or matter could occupy the same space; but they do. Step 1: MRT opens. Step 2: push like there's no tomorrow. Step 3: Suffer until going out. The LRT is more civilized ride than the MRT but LRT makes me compare things. From Libertad to EDSA station, the satellite dish of the Japanese Embassy could be seen. So basically it makes me compare things here in Manila and Tokyo. 

         I know Manila sucks compared to Tokyo, but experiencing these things going to school while listening to Japanese music, I seriously can't avoid thinking about things. The comfort of Tokyo subway is still in my system. I'm not saying that Tokyo is seriously comfortable but at least people there know their limits. Trains are wider and people are more disciplined when it comes to these circumstances. No pushing like hell and things. By the way, of all Asian railways I've seen, it's only here that they segregate the women from the guys. I'm not surprised, though its really funny. Really shows the fact that most Filipinos are maniacs. Guys that can't restrain themselves doing nasty things in public or let's say that taking chances anywhere available. 

        The way things are is really because of poverty. I dunno why, but things are just way. Sometimes it makes me think about life if we are still under some country's rule; like Japan, US or even Spain. Basically poverty in exchange for freedom; or something like that. Well, who knows? Speaking seriously and not myself, I seriously need to seek a better life. Tokyo, haha, I wish. Hey its not bad to dream a possible dream. 

        Well, things are really getting weird when I think seriously. What could tomorrow bring? That I don't know. What I know is that Japan is going up against Brazil in a must win match. I need to watch, even if it is 3 in the morning. Haha...

Ichiban!!!